Fear

It burned
A flame to heat me
A
hit I took, gladly

A light came
Flooding the
surrounding
Revealing a feeling

Mirroring the moon
I made it reflect
the stars
Awakened in my blood pumping jar

After flooding the wood with my
reckleness
After torching the way up with my courage
After
paving the alleys with my curiosity
I dropped my all in building a
tower
A castle against all there is to fear

Fear arised anyway, as she was already
there
Cause she had settled itself inside me long before the first
flame
And I fed it, not knowing, not caring, day after day
Should
I erect more towers, collect more stones and thicken the walls ?

That’s what got me here, in way
The
wooden carved chessboard I never learned to play
I’ll tear it
apart, bit by bit, piece by piece
I heard you, and I’m not gonna
let you destroy my peace

As I’m you, I order you, I hereby
command you to leave
At once
Begone
Let me be, at my
fullest,
Myself, and more

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